Day One

For those of you who don’t know, yesterday was the first day of NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month). I am attempting to participate with my current WIP. The challenge is to write 50k words in the month of November. This would really get me close to a full draft. I have been procrastinating the last 3/4ths of my story. My first quarter is pretty strong, and has been for a while. The rest of the story, not so much. There is a decent amount written, but I have changed  the subplots so many times that I am basically starting fresh. Hence that outline.

Did I write anything yesterday? Sure did. But first, let me tell you everything I got done before sitting down to write (It was my day off yesterday). Let me say, the house is sparkling. I think I did every chore under the sun, even some more obscure ones like cleaning out the fridge. Then I studied for a solid two hours (teaching myself another language). Then, finally at around noon, I sat down to write. On and off till about 10pm. I got a little over 3k words, which is good but not great. I need to average 1667 words a day to reach 50k. And there are some days were writing is just not going to happen this month. Thanksgiving, a trip to the city one day, a concert coming up. I am hoping this weekend I can knock out 10k so I can get a good head start. As long as I can stay ahead, I think I will be able to do it. It is the catching up part I struggle with, and it could cause my writing to become sloppy.

On a side note I’ve had some pretty rocking music to listen to while working. My Mom made me a ‘Happy Songs’ playlist on Spotify. I had requested that she compile a list of songs for me that just sounded happy. The words don’t necessarily have to follow suit, but I wanted something to put me in a good mood/give me a bit of nostalgia for the old days. My favorite song on the list so far is Paul Simon’s Kodachrome. I always forget how much I love his music. There are 67 songs on the list so far. Impressive. My longest created playlist is 28. My shortest playlist is 0, titled ‘I’m Cool, I’m Hip’. I wanted to make one to play in the car with my friends, since most of them are not fans of techno. Clearly that did not go well.

A Song or Twenty

This past weekend was my Dad’s birthday. Normally, I really struggle with what to get him. This year though, I had just the thing. A songbook/sheet music to Matchbox Twenty’s first album, Yourself or Someone Like You. As I said before, I am a huge fan. It is something unique I share in common with both my Mom and Dad, who are two very, very, different people. And I am not quite sure where it came from. The soft rock genre doesn’t do much for me. But here I am, letting MB20 commandeer a blog post finally.

My Dad plays the guitar and can sing pretty good for someone who has never had any formal vocal lessons. I, on the other hand, have no musical aptitude. That skipped me and went to the next child in the birth order. But we both have an appreciation for words, and the feelings that they convey. My Mom too. Maybe that’s why we have MB20 in common. I have mentioned the song Rest Stop before. It is one of the most powerful, sad songs I know. It was the song Dad and I talked about the other night. I had debated between either the book for the first album or the second, but went with the first since the latter is much darker. We could both quote the lyrics.

“She said, while you were sleeping
I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you’re dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn’t care”

I don’t have to describe the feeling. You either know it or you don’t. Don’t get me wrong, they have plenty of other songs vying for ‘saddest’, but I think this one takes the cake.

In other, happier news, I started two new books. Mystery by Peter Straub and Every Last Word by Tamara Ireland Stone. Both were recommended to me by family members. I am very determined to get through Mystery. I have yet to finish a book suggested by my Mom, which greatly shows my inexperience with reading. I am finally getting to a point where I can push through uninteresting sections in stories, where before I would just quit. They are both supposed to be twisty books, so I am excited to see them through.

And in writing news, I finally finished that outline. Did I mention how important those were to keep up with? I did? Well, it would have saved me a lot of time if I just listened to my own advice. I plan on doing NaNoWriMo next month, but I am not sure if I should do it with my current WIP, or the other one I have. The problem with doing it on my current WIP is that I already have about 60k typed, and it would be hard to gauge what is new. Sigh. I am sure I can figure it out. Just making excuses here. I don’t have enough experience to work fully on two stories at once. Hopefully one day I will get there.

 

Outlines, who knew?

Why didn’t I do this earlier? I know why. Because I’m lazy. Seriously though, I spent the weekend writing an new outline for my WIP, and then I started one for my second story. I had one from before, but so much has changed that it is practically invalid. It really does help to see everything laid out. How some scenes that I put in certain sections can actually work better in others. Especially with having three POV’s. I struggle with knowing whose is the best to write from. For the most part my three main characters are always together, so I use it more as a form of character development than a story telling vessel. Because no matter what the story will get told.

For my second story, I get so afraid that if I start working on it, the first one will get ignored. But on the flip side, it has seemed to only help me more. I think it’s because now I don’t feel like I have to jam everything I want into my first story.  Knowing that I can have a character who is, I don’t know, really into music. My characters right now are pretty far along in their development. I feel like if I just add a hobby in there, it will seem forced and unnecessary (because it is). But in my other story, that can be one of the things that defines one of my characters. If that makes sense. Being a newb at this just makes me want to write about every exciting thing that has ever existed. Ever.

Also, new sites to add to my block list, ones with song lyrics. Don’t get me wrong, I have no musical ability whatsoever. But tonight I really wanted to work on my rendition of Handlebars by the Flobots and Nico And The Niners by Twenty One Pilots. I usually listen to Tycho when writing so I don’t get distracted by lyrics. Now we know why. Anyway, moral of the story, outlines are awesome, sing to your hearts content. Also, don’t drink chai at 8pm. Thinking I am going to regret that one.

Freedom To

That is literally what the app is called. I am using the free trial right now, but so far I can see this becoming very useful. I know, it’s kind of sad. Like woman, use some self control here! But I prefer to work at home, where I have unlimited access to both water and the bathroom. Oh, and sfreedom.tonacks. Of course other places have that, usually for a price. I will let you know how well the program works after I use up my seven sessions. Right now I have it set to 90 minutes of block time. I added a few more sites like Digg and Buzzfeed, but left things like Spotify, my email, and of course WordPress. It has been a while since I’ve posted, so I figured writing was writing.

Honestly, I haven’t done much of anything. No reading, no writing, no running. Sometimes, we just have to take some time for ourselves. Not in the self-improvement sense, but more the it’s okay just to exist. I had a hard time doing more than watching Psych and scrolling through Reddit this past week. I was beating myself up about it too. There is nothing wrong with just existing though. Our live are nonstop. Working, socializing, events, general personal upkeep, even sleeping if you think about it. I know I feel a great sense of accomplishment after a good workout, or finishing a book, or you know, working on this evil novel. But at the same time I don’t want to ruin those things for myself. I took almost a year-long break from running after a string of half-marathons because I was just tired of it. Now a run is rewarding instead of means to an end.

When I look at my Scrivener, my novel seems all over the place. I have new stuff mixed with old, some sections done, and others with large holes in them. So I have gone back to my outline. That is my project for today. Rewrite that, with all the new ideas I have had. Get it all organized somewhere, so I can extend that to the rest of the story. One hour left on the block. Lets do this.

Time to wake up

The last day of September. Man that flew by. But I say that every month. I set some pretty loft goals this month, and I didn’t reach a single one of them. That’s okay. I made progress on all three, and that’s what matters in the end. Between a vacation,  a long longggggg drive to go see BTS in concert, and birthdays (so many birthdays), I was quite busy. Not to mention the welcomed change in season, that despite loving, causes my migraines to come out in full bloom. Just a lot going on. But now it is time for all things apple cider and spiced wine, and I am okay with that.

I did manage to read a whole book this week, well, Tuesday. I read it all Tuesday. I took the day off in case we wanted to stop somewhere on our way back from the concert, but we didn’t, and it just so happened to be the day V.E. Schwab’s Vengeful came out. I blew through that book in less than 24 hours. It was even better than the first, Vicious. It was full of fast paced action and interesting characters, and a couple of twists. I really like how Schwab works with morally grey characters. How she can make the reader have feelings for them. How you can think someone is a bad guy, but then you put them next to someone worse, and all of a sudden you don’t know what to think. I am really in love with books that don’t try to tell you what is right and wrong, but rather show you how it is not so black and white. And that ending. It was perfect. So creative.

Still working on a few other books, but the new Haruki Murakami book comes out in a couple a weeks, and a don’t know if I will be able to resist. I am waiting for The Wind-up Bird Chronicle at the library right now as well. Maybe it will just be a Murakami month. I have way less to do, and blackout dates at my job will ensure no wandering off (one way of looking at it, right?). I didn’t get a full finished draft yet, but I did make progress. It doesn’t help that I just keep coming up with new ideas. Whoever said your story will not look like your first draft in the end is totally right. I mean, the characters and overall plot have stayed the same, but other than that, nope. Completely different. Better. Hopefully.

Who runs the world?

Well, if you are a K-pop fan, BTS does. And, seeing as I am in fact, a fan of K-pop, I dragged my husband up to Hamilton, Ontario for their concert. There are a lot of reasons I love BTS. But lets go back to the beginning. I’ve never been into boy bands (though I would argue they are more than just that). My first concert was Matchbox 20. Actually, they make up more than 50% of my concert attendances, and that is not including Rob Thomas’s solo tours, that yes, I have gone to many of. And if I don’t stop now they are going to derail this blog post with how much I love their music, and how you don’t know emo until you’ve listened to Rest Stop off of their album Mad Season (seriously, if you are having relationship issues, do not listen to that song).

Maybe this was me trying to relive my youth, or maybe I am 13 going on 30. I just really felt I needed to see these young men live, and boy was it worth it. Their music is as good as it is meaningful, and if you follow anything about them, they are just downright decent humans. But what I love most about them is their drive. These young men are so inspirational. When I get home from a horrid day at work, and I am not in the mood to write, I think about them. I think about how they are everywhere. Always practicing, always bettering themselves. Working on new things while on tour. Writing lyrics while on a plane. We all find motivation in different forms in this world, and they apparently have become mine.

The concert was awesome. They put on an amazing performance. I took a few pictures, but this is one of my favorites.

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It is of J-Hope. I love the contrast of the blue army bombs (light sticks) and the stage lighting. Out of all the members, I got the best pictures of him. He was so animated. Coincidentally, his solo on their most recent album, Trivia : Just Dance, is my favorite. The runner up to that is Trivia : Seesaw (a lot of peoples favorite), but that is a very emotional song.

So I guess it is time to use this motivation, and this day off, to do some writing. Or you know, power-read through Vengeful, which came out today, and yeah okay, maybe I am already 1/3 of the way through. One or the other. But first, coffee.

 

Chapter 10, Again

Is it possible to be both productive, and counter productive? Because if so, I walk that fine line well. My vacation is over. In fact, I need to leave for work in 15 minutes, so I better make this quick. I am behind in my running, currently at 13 miles total for the month. Running in Florida was a struggle for me, bless you who do. It was hot hot hot. My Husband and I leave Saturday for a concert, so I am not sure where the other 17 will fit in. Nevertheless, I will try.

I finished Bloody Rose, and am now onto The Obelisk Gate. It is good so far, but a little confusing. I might have waited to long between it and the first book. But speaking of books, I cam home to this– My pre-order gift for V. E. Schwab’s Vengeful. It cDnKrR4WUYAEslSAomes out in October and I am excited to read it. Also pictured, vicious Titan who decided to wake me up three times this morning. Yay for first day back to work in a week. And boy it will be a busy one. Dinner tonight, a class tomorrow, a hair appointment Wednesday (thinking of chopping it all off, not that I will go through with that). The list goes on.

As for writing. Aye. That is all I can say. I sat in bed Thursday night, unable to sleep. This turned into a double epiphany. The first one was with a part of my current novel I have written a few times (looking at you chapter 10). World building has been a struggle, but I think I am finally get close to where the story needs to be. Of course that means I now have to rewrite a bunch of things I had already worked on this past week. Oh well. Part of the process right? The next idea I had was for a whole separate story. It just came to me, all neatly packaged, characters, setting, plot and all. Tempting. I know the package is a lie, but still I wrote some of it down just to get it out of my head. And so I could go to sleep.

Well back to the grind. Hope everyone has a nice work week. I will update after the concert 🙂